War.

I feel lost...Ya Allah..sesungguhnya aku perlu kan engkau ya Allah....hmm. bila lah nak habis cuti nii. rasa rindu sangat kat Allah...huhu. kadang2 emosi aku ni tak stabil la. kadang2 rasa nak gelak, nak menangis sekuat2nya. rasa macam tak tentu arah....why oh why....malam ni dah la ada test. oh eyah..tolong lah jgn macam ni..pleaseeee. just forget him okay. tadi stalk profile dia macam org bodoh. haha. bodoh la kau. i will try my best to fight those feeling. im actually at war with myself. fighting over my feelings. trying not to break down. which is really hard to do ya knoww. i just wish i was like a vampire. shut down all the feelings. hahah. too much vampire influences =.= demm. okay lah. i need to study. saja ja nak luahkan perasaan kat sini. wakaka~ later~